The reason why I'm writing right now is because I really really need a break. I've entered a really bad time of the year - exam period - followed by a really bad cold that I can't shake off. It's almost one week now that I can't breath from my nose without the use of that stupid spray thing that burns the inside of my nostrils. That resulted on a terribly soar throat that I'm trying to cure using some internet recipes, like lemon and honey. I hope it will work, cause losing one week of my life is more than enough.
As time goes by and I'm trying to study, I realise how I keep losing interest in my studies. My father keeps busting my nuts about how I should be studying and focusing on the school, but the truth is that if I could, I would quit this dump. But I'm more than halfway to graduation, so it would be a pity, shoving these 4 years of studying to waste. Yet I should really start thinking want I am going to do next.
One point of view would be that I'm just a lazy person. But I do believe that's not true. I like being busy. I like music, I work out, I would even do volunteer work if I had more time. What makes me lazy is that I have things to do, that I don't want to do.
But I seriously don't want this life. I don't want an everyday routine, an office in a dark corner and an alarm clock set to 7am. Then again who does? But how many of us actually chose not to live like this for the sake of money and comfort? I wish I could do something creative. I really do.
Sadly, that's all I have to say.
